Pretty much. Six words that sum it all up today.
Today I wish we were separated. Today I wish he wasn’t coming home tonight even though he was gone last night. Today I want to tell the world what he did to me and our family. Today I want his entire professional career to be knicked at the very least by his poor and selfish decisions. Today I want her to have a harder time looking her kids in the eye. Today I want her kids to hate her a little bit more. Today I want my kids to show him how disappointed they are.
I am just done. Today. Perhaps tomorrow will be different. It doesn’t change the fact that in 5 hours or so he’ll walk through the door and I’ll have to put on a show… If I could only disappear before that happens.